February!

Hey, guys! So, I'm doubting anyone even reads this blog anymore but I don't mind that much because it's starting to be basically a journal.

I'm doing really well lately, I'm a lot happier than I was last year, and I'm also a lot more cheerful. To be honest, in 2014/early 2015 I was kind of a huge bitch to everyone in my life, and I'm getting better about that. I'm not even depressed anymore (although that's maybe because I'm on antidepressants now.)

But yeah I'm a lot happier now, and I've got a lot more friends, especially online.

 I got an email from McKenna the other day, which was terrifying. They haven't messaged me in a few days though so I think they might be done? I'm not sure. It just hurt, though, because they ended our friendship and basically destroyed me, and right when I started getting better they reach out to me? nah man. Anyway I think that's cleared up.

I'm also dying my hair blue now, which is super fun.

I think it looked super cool.

A few days after I dyed it a girl walking by shouted to me "I love your hair!" and I basically died because it was so nice. <3 p="">
In other news, I got Save Rock And Roll American Beauty/American Psycho by Fall Out Boy BOTH in the last like month and a half AND I AM DYING THEYRE LIKE MY FAVORITE CDS EVER. (besides too weird to live, too rare to die! by Panic! At The Disco bc nothing could ever top that cmon)

also it turns out i rlly like mayday parade, all time low, and tonight alive. awesome, right? ALSO BASTILLE.

basically im a music nerd.

so, without further ado, have some photography.

I haven't written any poetry in a while, but I think that's okay, because sometimes you're uninspired and that's alright. A poet without a pen is still a poet. 

I'm trying to learn guitar again even though I'm awful at it. also I'm making scarves again. 

Oh, also, I'm doing lots of playlists. I'm gonna post one here later after I make one because eyyyy playlists are GREAT. I am quite proud of my music taste.

But not like anyone who reads this listens to the same music as me. or even reads this blog. nobody does. 

So anyway I have to go be lazy, browse tumblr endlessly for hours, and work on playlists. 

Byeeeee you lame idiots <3 p="">

~Rhia~

(im going by Rhia now. like it?)