February!

Hey, guys! So, I'm doubting anyone even reads this blog anymore but I don't mind that much because it's starting to be basically a journal.

I'm doing really well lately, I'm a lot happier than I was last year, and I'm also a lot more cheerful. To be honest, in 2014/early 2015 I was kind of a huge bitch to everyone in my life, and I'm getting better about that. I'm not even depressed anymore (although that's maybe because I'm on antidepressants now.)

But yeah I'm a lot happier now, and I've got a lot more friends, especially online.

 I got an email from McKenna the other day, which was terrifying. They haven't messaged me in a few days though so I think they might be done? I'm not sure. It just hurt, though, because they ended our friendship and basically destroyed me, and right when I started getting better they reach out to me? nah man. Anyway I think that's cleared up.

I'm also dying my hair blue now, which is super fun.

I think it looked super cool.

A few days after I dyed it a girl walking by shouted to me "I love your hair!" and I basically died because it was so nice. <3 p="">
In other news, I got Save Rock And Roll American Beauty/American Psycho by Fall Out Boy BOTH in the last like month and a half AND I AM DYING THEYRE LIKE MY FAVORITE CDS EVER. (besides too weird to live, too rare to die! by Panic! At The Disco bc nothing could ever top that cmon)

also it turns out i rlly like mayday parade, all time low, and tonight alive. awesome, right? ALSO BASTILLE.

basically im a music nerd.

so, without further ado, have some photography.

I haven't written any poetry in a while, but I think that's okay, because sometimes you're uninspired and that's alright. A poet without a pen is still a poet. 

I'm trying to learn guitar again even though I'm awful at it. also I'm making scarves again. 

Oh, also, I'm doing lots of playlists. I'm gonna post one here later after I make one because eyyyy playlists are GREAT. I am quite proud of my music taste.

But not like anyone who reads this listens to the same music as me. or even reads this blog. nobody does. 

So anyway I have to go be lazy, browse tumblr endlessly for hours, and work on playlists. 

Byeeeee you lame idiots <3 p="">

~Rhia~

(im going by Rhia now. like it?)

I'm back!

Hiya, I've returned!

So, it's been roughly... erm, 3 months since my last post. Sorry! I've been pretty busy and very lazy so it's been like impossible to talk myself into writing, but here I am! :D

I've been pretty great lately, honestly. I got to go to Nebraska and visit Jess (my troublemaking best friend)...

We, of course, had one of the coolest New Year's Eve parties EVER.

And I'm going to miss it so much. Everything from Jess forcing me to exercise (I never want to see a punching bag again tbh) to temporary tattoos, to getting REALLY worked up over Pictionary.

In other news, I'm 15! I spent my birthday at the Mall Of America, and it was so cool. Lots of clothes shopping- I got a Nightmare Before Christmas tee shirt, Orphan Black tee shirt, Fall Out Boy- Save Rock And Roll tee shirt, waaaaaay too many pairs of leggings (I really love leggings), and just stuff like that.

It was awesome, I loved it, and I really really really love shopping. And yeah, it's super stereotypical- hey im a teenage girl and i love going to the mall and buying clothes!- but I do. I like wearing cute clothes and band shirts and fancy print leggings. I like going to different stores and getting the satisfaction of buying something that was on sale, even if it was just saving a few dollars, because that's a good feeling. It's a sense of pride knowing you found a good bargain and it makes you happy so heck yeah I'm gonna feel good!

(Also let's be real printed leggings are THE COOLEST THING IN THE WORLD DON'T DENY IT, IT'S TRUE.)

Anyway so it's been an incredible few months. I've had lots of downs lately, too. I've had days where I was really freaking sad, I've had days when I didn't want to get out of bed, and I've had days where I've cried, but I don't want to focus on those days, because those are the WORST moments of the last few months. I'm not going to dwell on the moments that make me want to break down and scream, I'm going to focus on the ones that make me break out smiling, like getting a shirt for my favorite band, or seeing my best friend. The moments that make me want to laugh for hours. The little things that mean SO MUCH, like getting a ice cream float and just sitting down and talking with mom. Like getting sunglasses with my favorite band's name on them for christmas. Like crafting and using WAY too much glitter. Awesome moments.

Anyway, this post has been drafting in my tab for over 2 days- yeah this post took me 48 hours to write look at how dedicated I am- so I think I'm going to wrap this up.

FAVORITE PHOTOS OF THE PAST WHO KNOWS HOW LONG!

added note- all photos ARE MINE. please don't steal them they took a lot of effort to photograph and edit and that would just be a shitty thing to do so please don't. I will also hunt you down if you even tried. DO NOT. 

(more of my photography HERE)

Alright, well, it's been real, guys. I hope to blog again soon because it's not like anyone reads this anyway so I might as well just, you know, vent it out. See you probably within 3 months IF I actually get around to writing this time.  Bye!

-Rhiannon