March!

Hey , sorry for being a lazy idiot and not posting a playlist. I've been making a ton for a girl I met in mid-February, Ray. She's literally the sweetest person I've like, ever met.

So, there's something I'm getting off my chest. Like I said in the last post, NOBODY reads this blog, so I'm not too worried anyway, but I need to say it. If people don't like me because of it, so be it.

I'm not... how do I say this? I don't even know.

I'm not straight.

I'm bisexual, but leaning (a lot) towards girls. I really, really like chicks.

I just want to say that rumors that Bisexual people are whores aren't true. It's not that we're "indecisive" or we "need to make up our minds". It's that dudes are cool, but I also REALLY like ladies. If you think that being interested in women makes me a huge effing whore, than so be it. Whatever.

I've known I'm Bi since around November. Kind of ironic, I figured it out RIGHT in time to not be able to tell my best friend, but that doesn't matter.

Because you know what? I'm HAPPY.

I'm really happy now. I've met some absolutely AMAZING people online, I've been smiling so much more, I'm really doing well. And I don't mind being Bi. I don't mind that  I like girls, because I accept myself. I love who I am.

And you know what? I can't say anything makes me happier than the thought of cuddling up with a girl I love and watching nerdy movies. That's my dream. I want to go on walks in the fall and I want to take lame couple selfies and spam the facebooks of all my friends with pictures of us together. I want to go on movie dates and hold hands while it plays. I want to be able to live a really happy life, and I don't care if it's with a guy or a girl or someone who doesn't identify as either. As long as they make me happy, I'll be happy.

Say what you may about my sexuality, but I am really happy with it.  And if you don't like it, please keep your homophobic comments to yourself, I really don't want to relapse because of some judgemental stranger online.

See you later, I guess.

~Rhia~